A lot of fresh graduates and new RN's are busy thinking what step they will be taking next after they passed the July 2010 NLE. Some may be too excited looking for a job even if the results are not yet released. Many thinks of having an experience in the hospital as volunteer even they are paid less or working without a single centavo on their pockets.Well if they do, then im different. But why am I feeling differently? You may think i'm different but, Yes! I am.=)
My mom is so excited, she always ask me to apply sooner as possible. Though i agree with what she want me to do,I still have the feeling of tiredness for working without incentives. The reason why I wanted to lend a job is to go to other places and stay away from home and nothing less. I have an online job which i'm working from home right now, I am paid enough for my personal needs and I spent all those to go somewhere else and hangout with my friends. But still i wanted a higher income to buy not my needs but my wants. I want it badly,I wasn't studying an expensive course to be paid less than the minimum salary. Of course i know it's not that easy nowadays, specially for a guy like me who is an easy go lucky person.Who knows ill have the luck.
Dream and aim high, even impossibles can be turned into miracles. If you just keep at a right pace and of course with faith to whom you believe.
9/23/2010
9/06/2010
I'm Happy I Made it; I'm A Certified Registered Nurse
EXAM RESULT
Believing and praying was my only weapon upon taking the board exam. Though I didn't do much on my reviews; I still made it, hurry! I'm an RN now.
Waiting for the result of the Board Exam wasn't easy at all. I've done crazy things to cover up the surging anxiety inside. Think about doing your fantacies which you know are illogical in nature, believing in myths that was a product of my anxious mind.
I was in OZAMIZ CITY a day before the result of the exam result. It was 4 o clock in the morning, I slept late. Yes, I slept late, not because I was too excited to know the result. I was playing Defense Of The Ancient (DOTA) with my friends. I didn't expect that the result will be on that day. That was 3 o'clock when i checked my mail and I was just ignoring the email that has the exam result in it. I was not on my mind at that time, I was focused on the game which made me a loser in the game, they call me " the last airbender" after a couple game wherein we lost..
As I woke up early in the morning, their was a little conversation between me and my friends. I cooked the rice for our breakfast and a friend buy a viand. We were busy talking on nonsense things, as usual. Then a call from my previous Clinical Instructor who is a friend of mine rung, I never thought that would bring a good news. He spoke to me and said "Invited ko ha?" then I answered him kiddingly and said why should I. When in fact in my mind I know that there is something in that call. Anxiety starts to shoot up again that I even have a diarrhea and peed 3 times. I wasn't sure if that call was really true.
After a while some people's message gather on my phones inbox saying the result is in without any message that I passed. Ohh God, help me.. I need to go to the CR again. That was so weird that I got back to the comfort room again and ohhh.. it became "COCO CRUNCH" :):):)
A little while Mom called me and asked me if I passed. She knows that the result is already in, and her Mare told her that her daughter passed the exam. Mom was too nervous that time. She asked my older sister to check the net for my name, if I passed. PooooF!!! 26718 Palahang, Cristian Canoy... I made it...!!
I am writing this post late because this time I feel like blogging.
UNTIL THE NEXT POST
Believing and praying was my only weapon upon taking the board exam. Though I didn't do much on my reviews; I still made it, hurry! I'm an RN now.
Waiting for the result of the Board Exam wasn't easy at all. I've done crazy things to cover up the surging anxiety inside. Think about doing your fantacies which you know are illogical in nature, believing in myths that was a product of my anxious mind.
I was in OZAMIZ CITY a day before the result of the exam result. It was 4 o clock in the morning, I slept late. Yes, I slept late, not because I was too excited to know the result. I was playing Defense Of The Ancient (DOTA) with my friends. I didn't expect that the result will be on that day. That was 3 o'clock when i checked my mail and I was just ignoring the email that has the exam result in it. I was not on my mind at that time, I was focused on the game which made me a loser in the game, they call me " the last airbender" after a couple game wherein we lost..
As I woke up early in the morning, their was a little conversation between me and my friends. I cooked the rice for our breakfast and a friend buy a viand. We were busy talking on nonsense things, as usual. Then a call from my previous Clinical Instructor who is a friend of mine rung, I never thought that would bring a good news. He spoke to me and said "Invited ko ha?" then I answered him kiddingly and said why should I. When in fact in my mind I know that there is something in that call. Anxiety starts to shoot up again that I even have a diarrhea and peed 3 times. I wasn't sure if that call was really true.
After a while some people's message gather on my phones inbox saying the result is in without any message that I passed. Ohh God, help me.. I need to go to the CR again. That was so weird that I got back to the comfort room again and ohhh.. it became "COCO CRUNCH" :):):)
A little while Mom called me and asked me if I passed. She knows that the result is already in, and her Mare told her that her daughter passed the exam. Mom was too nervous that time. She asked my older sister to check the net for my name, if I passed. PooooF!!! 26718 Palahang, Cristian Canoy... I made it...!!
I am writing this post late because this time I feel like blogging.
UNTIL THE NEXT POST
8/22/2010
Wisdom:Raging Anger Turned to Guilt
People may always judge an act based on what they think and what is seen by their naked eyes. Troubles and conflicts are the result of a kept emotion which will then be a rage of an unstoppable monster within you, you may forgot a second that it wasn't you and it was somebody else or a monster inside you, but logically it was you. So do you think people will believe you that it wasn't you?
As kept emotions are filled up, it'll result to something like trouble, reasoning may lead to either a tilt or guilt. A wise man who believes that something wasn't right and keeps thinking of things wherein he did a false move is the best man, he has true wisdom, follow him; But a man man who called himself wise because of having the praises of people that he is so and inflicted the taught of being so is a fool, he may have the knowledge but not true wisdom. We realize mistakes after a action and a wrong action is made through man's reasoning. Keeping and believing that your thoughts are right and it is the only thing to be believed makes it unwise.
So if unwise actions are made and done, will you keep being unwise by keeping the anger within which is also an unwise move?
As kept emotions are filled up, it'll result to something like trouble, reasoning may lead to either a tilt or guilt. A wise man who believes that something wasn't right and keeps thinking of things wherein he did a false move is the best man, he has true wisdom, follow him; But a man man who called himself wise because of having the praises of people that he is so and inflicted the taught of being so is a fool, he may have the knowledge but not true wisdom. We realize mistakes after a action and a wrong action is made through man's reasoning. Keeping and believing that your thoughts are right and it is the only thing to be believed makes it unwise.
So if unwise actions are made and done, will you keep being unwise by keeping the anger within which is also an unwise move?
8/20/2010
Overcoming Anxiety
It is a dream of every graduate to settle and lend a job after graduation. A lot of us thinks of on what work we will be on, some may say they'd better off working and stay home and some are excited of their first salary.
I am a graduate in Bachelor of Nursing, I graduated last March. though I finished my degree. I still have no Hospital work. A lot of hospitals are accepting new nurses as volunteer worker without any incentive for hard-work. Because they know that their is a high number of unemployed and unexperienced nurses left here in the country they grabs this opportunity of paying the nurses at a very low rate. Some may just accept an R.N. as a volunteer, without pay. They grab the opportunity volunteer to have experience which is a requirement for them to go for greener pastures outside the country. The rich are getting richer while the poor is getting poorer. Only those capitalist benefit the nurse's overpopulation in the field.
I just recently took the July NLE and now I am waiting for the result. It is true that you come up with weird things when your anxiety shoots up. If I am not amidst of my anxiety then will not come to think of making this BLOG, isn't it weird? I am not fond of making articles, biography, web content, etc. though I used to be part of my school's press club. But now here I am making things which are unusual for me. I am not a psycho as you may think I may be, but I may get near to that if my anxiety will continue to rage and shoot up.
Some people may say "why you came up making this?", they may wonder and be surprised upon viewing this. They may say Ooh God, that bastard made this crap? how surprising!" Yes they'll do. They know me as some kind of dumb ass who is just always messing around. Some may know the EMO side of me, but a lot more knows me as a dumb ass. Well, guess whose writing now, a dumb ass!, now with a sense.
I want to see my real potential and go to the world without being held by freakin rules, I may be a rule breaker but I always think of rules as rules and should not be broken. Did you get that? LOL. It's just that my Id wont let me do that.
Now that I have expressed myself through this hope this anxiety within me will be over-throned with this new hobby wherein I'm starting to like. Thanks to my loneliness, I came up to this great idea.
Cristian Palahang
I am a graduate in Bachelor of Nursing, I graduated last March. though I finished my degree. I still have no Hospital work. A lot of hospitals are accepting new nurses as volunteer worker without any incentive for hard-work. Because they know that their is a high number of unemployed and unexperienced nurses left here in the country they grabs this opportunity of paying the nurses at a very low rate. Some may just accept an R.N. as a volunteer, without pay. They grab the opportunity volunteer to have experience which is a requirement for them to go for greener pastures outside the country. The rich are getting richer while the poor is getting poorer. Only those capitalist benefit the nurse's overpopulation in the field.
I just recently took the July NLE and now I am waiting for the result. It is true that you come up with weird things when your anxiety shoots up. If I am not amidst of my anxiety then will not come to think of making this BLOG, isn't it weird? I am not fond of making articles, biography, web content, etc. though I used to be part of my school's press club. But now here I am making things which are unusual for me. I am not a psycho as you may think I may be, but I may get near to that if my anxiety will continue to rage and shoot up.
Some people may say "why you came up making this?", they may wonder and be surprised upon viewing this. They may say Ooh God, that bastard made this crap? how surprising!" Yes they'll do. They know me as some kind of dumb ass who is just always messing around. Some may know the EMO side of me, but a lot more knows me as a dumb ass. Well, guess whose writing now, a dumb ass!, now with a sense.
I want to see my real potential and go to the world without being held by freakin rules, I may be a rule breaker but I always think of rules as rules and should not be broken. Did you get that? LOL. It's just that my Id wont let me do that.
Now that I have expressed myself through this hope this anxiety within me will be over-throned with this new hobby wherein I'm starting to like. Thanks to my loneliness, I came up to this great idea.
Cristian Palahang
the begining of a new blog
Hi to all of those who will be watching this blog.
This is actually my first time blogging and I hope that it will be good one for a starter like me.
So BLOG, please be GOOD to me.
I was having a hard time upon making this blog.
You know the feeling of fear of the UNKNOWN? =)
actually i don't have the idea on making this until i figured it out upon exploring this site.
I hope this site will improve and this will not be my first and last time to visit and sign in to this blog.
Cause you know we have the attitude that if its not good or hard enough then we have to find another that will caught our interests.
For now i have no idea on what I will be posting on this blog...
sooner or later i may have one..
So you guys keep posted.
This is actually my first time blogging and I hope that it will be good one for a starter like me.
So BLOG, please be GOOD to me.
I was having a hard time upon making this blog.
You know the feeling of fear of the UNKNOWN? =)
actually i don't have the idea on making this until i figured it out upon exploring this site.
I hope this site will improve and this will not be my first and last time to visit and sign in to this blog.
Cause you know we have the attitude that if its not good or hard enough then we have to find another that will caught our interests.
For now i have no idea on what I will be posting on this blog...
sooner or later i may have one..
So you guys keep posted.
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